Wednesday, October 12, 2005

This Sucks

So it's 5:15 am and I'm awake. I wish I could say this was part of the whole "more productive morning" idea I'm trying so hard to stick to....but it's actually because I haven't gone to sleep yet. Andy and I had a big fight....I mean a BIG fight this evening/morning whatever you want to call it. I can't decide if I should go to sleep for an hour or just stay awake. I feel like an hour will only tease me and make me a thousand times more tired than I am right now. I wish that I didn't have to sub today at 7:30. If it were for any other teacher I would call and cancel, but I know this woman and she specifically scheduled me as her sub, so I can't. I have no idea how I'm going to make it through the day. I'm physically, mentally, and emotionally drained and I'm in no mood to put up with 30 fourth graders...

Wish me luck. I'll post more later about the fight. Right now I really have no idea what is going to happen between Andy and I. I am in the guest room right now, not the way I planned it...I planned on having him sleep in here, but whatever.

I'm going to lay down for an hour I guess...my eyes feel like they are bleeding.

2 comments:

Angela said...

I hope you have an easy day subbing and your day improves!

AliRose said...

Oh buddy, I'm sorry you guys had a fight, and I'm sure the day that followed was exhausting. Let us know what happened. We will definitely talk on Friday.

Hope today (Thursday) goes better.