Feeling a bit UGH.

Maybe I'm just in a weird mood, but I am hating my wedding pictures. Granted, the only pictures I have are from the reception when I look sweaty, sunburned, and fat..but still, I should look AMAZING. I'm hoping my professional pictures will be better, but I'm just very disappointed that I wasn't able to look the way I wanted on the most amazing day of my life. I look fat. I had a whole year to get skinny and I didn't. Can you say LAZY?? I will give myself a little bit of a break...last year was tough. My first year teaching full time with such a challenging class gave me little time to myself. When I did have free time after school, I'd be sooo exhausted I could barely function. I did have plenty of time over the summer though, and I totally dropped the ball. Now I'm stuck looking at pictures and wishing I could go back and change things. Not a good feeling.

Anyway, I need to change. I need to take time for myself and actually make some positive changes in my life! I need to watch less tv, and workout more. I need to sleep less and engage in hobbies more. I cannot keep coming home from work and crawling in bed at 6pm and watching tv allllllll night. Ridiculous.

So yeah. I'm challenging myself. 30 days of doing things to better myself. We'll see how it goes.