Always Hungry.

I got a good laugh today when I came across my old secret blog. Back then, my biggest concern was weighing 125lbs. HAHAHAHA. Hysterical. I definitely didn't see 132lbs coming, that is for sure. I was down to 120lbs back in 2005, so that means I totally gained 12lbs in 2 years. WTF. Why have I chosen to be so damn lazy these last 2 years?!?! So now here I am trying to lose weight so I can at least look decent for Arrowwood! I only have 4 weeks to get as buff as humanly possible. I am eating between 1200 and 1300 calories a day, and working out 5 times a week. I just started this Tuesday, so I haven't seen real results yet, but I can tell you that I am always hungry. It's horrible. I figure in a few days I'll be used to eating smaller meals, but right now it sucks. 1 day a week I can eat anything I want, so at least that is a bonus. Although, I have no idea how I'm going to survive when I go home to Elmhurst next week. I will feel totally deprived I'm sure. Who can resist yummy cheetos and surprise McDonald's meals!?

Aside from gaining weight, I haven't been up to much. Summer school is going well, although the kids are definitely not as fantastic as they were last week. Thankfully, I have all of next week off cause I already need a break. I started tutoring a little boy this week in reading...nothing like making an extra $15 dollars an hour! I start tutoring another boy Monday, and I'm charging $20 for him. No idea why...just thought I'd see if I could get away with charging $20 an hour, and it worked. So bonus for me! I have been at Sylvan very few times this summer, which is nice in a way, but I'll definitely need the money when summer school is over! My lack of working leaves lots of time for the beach, and lounging around, so I really couldn't be happier.

Have I mentioned yet that I am starving??! I need to go do something to occupy my mind before I dive into the enormous bin of cheeseballs still sitting on our counter.